Tracy Alabata is from San Francisco. When asked which book she would
save if her house were on fire, she said she'd definitely save either one
of three books depending on which one was closer within her reach: Snow
Falling On Cedars by David Guterson, A Well-Timed Enchantment by Vivian
Vande Velde, or Kitchen by Banana Yoshimoto.
Behind
My Scenes
by Tracy Alabata
I
claw like a cat
And buzz like a bee.
What you might think
Isn't always what you see.
Whatever
you do
Don't you climb up my tree
'Cuz everything up there
Belongs to me and only me.
And
face of mine is an illusion
Which causes confusion
To those who want a solution--
A conclusion.
Although
I'm surrounded by pollution,
It's all right--though it is an intrusion
'Cuz now it's become part of a fusion
That makes the better things bright.
Can
you see behind my scenes?
I am every actor and actress,
All the way to the techies
And grip classes.
Sometimes
I wish snatch
Away that patch
That I can't catch
Or scratch
Off.
And
sometimes I wanna be someone else.
Someone I've never been before
An individual like myself, or should I say you.
I want it more and more.
You,
my half, have your own fine shine.
The energy you share with me is so sublime
I cannot define
Every time
You chimed
In on my grime
And showed no sign
That you knew I was blind.
You
handed me a dime
And said to forget every crime.
At that moment you seemed so divine
Like an overflowing wine,
Abundant rhymes
That I pine
For.
Sometimes, I wish
your soul was mine.